Ya know there are times when we actually hurt those dearest to us more than we can imagine.We make them cry and we feel so dead inside.We don't do it intentionally,but it just happens.We do stupid things,stuff we shouldn't do but we can't undo them once they're done(confusing,yes?Ha ha ha)

I should know,I hurt a friend this afternoon.She means a lot to me and I made her feel bad because I was going over the top.I guess I've done that many times before.I got her into trouble,made her do something she did't want to do(DO NOT TAKE THIS IN A PERVERTED SENSE!!!)and basically hurt her many times over and I'm sorry for all of that.Sometimes being too passionate,being too earnest can hurt others.I guess this is a part of changing and so a part of my blog.I've changed in the way that I know how it feels to hurt someone you love and now I'll do everything I can so as to never hurt her again(if she accepts my apology this time around that is!).So,this is a poem for her

I'm Sorry

Maybe I didnt it say it enough,
maybe I said it a little too many times,
I dont know how to say it,
but I want you to know that I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for all the stupid things I say,
I'm sorry for all the stupid stuff I do,
If time could be turned,if I could take back the stuff I said,
If I could stop those tears before they ever started,
I'd sacrifice everything..
but i cant..all I can say is i'm sorry for the stupid things I say

I wish I could retract,
I wish I could take back,
I wish I could stop those tears,I wish I could turn back time,
I wish I could sacrifice everything,just to see a smile on those lips,
I wish you'd hear me out when I said sorry..

But no you just walk away,never turning back,
never hearing the words I have to say,
but I'll scream them out,I'll keep saying them till the blood in my veins runs dry..
I'm sorry..



Hope it works!!