It's the 5th of December 2008 and I have a stupid SAT exam tomorrow.And what am I doing?!!I'll tell you what I'm doing-I'm updating my blog!!

I wanted to write about the last few days of school.I wanted to make this a special post but I dont think I can.Words fail me,when I need them the most.

It's been one hell of a roller coaster ride. The year kicked off with me and Aditya participating in some debate for the first time in our lives and realizing that we were a lot like each other. We became friends after that.Now,we're more like brothers.There's this weird psychic bond like thing between us which I really dont understand.Ha ha.I still remember those tense moments leading upto my chance to speak at the podium.He was telling me "Yeah you can do it!" and I was telling him "You're gonna rock man!" when his time came.

Then there was the one act play competition.I seriously dont know how I got involved in that.It was perhaps one of those big turning point like things.Ha ha.I found a great friend in Sourav.I never knew the guy properly prior to that and I made my share of mistakes.I kinda destroyed the reputation of a friend and I dont think I can ever forgive myself for that.But hey on the brighter side,I wrote a script,directed a play and acted for the first time in my life!!

The year drew on and new bonds grew stronger.People who didnt know me before got to know me now and people who I knew before turned out to be complete strangers at times.Me and my friends had our share of fights.We had our share of disappointments.There was politics.There were arguments.There was pain and hatred,isolation and abuse.But there was also catharsis.There was hope.There were plays and bonding.There was fun and freedom.There was friendship.

The year is coming to an end and I cant possibly write about everything which happened.If I tried,I'd take an entire month at least!But I'll savour every prank I played on my buddies,every sick joke we cracked together.I'll miss those stupid brawls over a bottle of pepsi or a treat at the school canteen.I'll never forget the late night conversations and the "adda" outside school.I'll cherish the time I told someone that I love her.I'll hold onto the memories of acting like a jerk,a joker,a retard and just me.



To all my friends,old and new and to the most beautiful rose in the world,I want to say-Thanks for being there and for not being there too.Forgive me for all the messed up things I've done but dont forget me,because I dont think I can ever forget you. :)